Starting September

Posted by stephen on Thursday, 01st September, 2005 @ 23:38

Well, everything is ticking along quite nicely at the moment. Work is good, have a very interesting day of brainstorming and creative thinking ahead tomorrow.

Life is good, it's early days with a nice young man, have a good new friend, and am off on holiday, twice in the next two months, which'll be very nice.

I'm pretty sure I've got everything I could possibly want, and I do feel incredibly lucky to be in this situation. So I feel bad and somehow ungrateful for saying I'm not really happy right now. And I'm not sure why that is.

I wish I could pinpoint it. All I know right now is that there's something missing. Something isn't right. I've been told I need a break to help me think about things, so maybe a week in Wales and later a week in Spain will help. I sure hope so. Don't like feeling like this.